today is a day i'm grumpy and frustrated with myself. not motivated at all. no focus. no drive to study and to try and improve. i am soo mad at myself and want myself to SNAP out of it but obviously i just don't care enough.
and yet, instead of lecturing me and forcing me to do it, my fam just says, it's okay to have days like that. (even though my entire last week was like that too..). thankful. i'm my own worst critic. and i really don't like that i'm not studying or trying my best. hopefully i snap out of this soon. i have to.
